I am important…
Hi guys:
Don’t know if you remember me, it’s been a long time since I was on here last. Things happend and my world came crumbling down… I just couldn’t get it together and instead of being strong and fighting for myself, I let myself go and decided I wasn’t important enough to fight for…
Needless to say I gained all my weight back and I am back to 198.5 just short before my “magic” number of 200 which I promised myself never to see again. If I don’t wake up and get it together I am affraid I will lose this battle forever. So here I am asking for your forgiveness for just leaving you guys…
I am important and I have to fight for myself. I can not use everything that happens in life as an excuse for letting go of myself. I have to realize that even though a lot of things that happen in life are not in my control…losing weight and getting healthy is all up to me and nobody else. My goal always has been to be healthy and to be happy, but I lost sight of that goal …yet again….I know now though that the only person in the world that can bring me there is myself…. I lost focus and I gave up on myself, but I am ready to fight the battle and will keep reminding myself every single day ….
I AM IMPORTANT, I AM WORTH IT AND I AM IN CONTROL OF REACHING MY GOAL!
Love you guys! And if you let me I am thinking about joining a challenge or two again ![]()
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I keep trying to find something that works for me but I just can’t find it. I think I found it and it works for a week and after that…. right back to stand still.

